My Health Diaries
Hey guys!
This wasn’t exactly what I had planned for my first post back but I thought I would do this post to explain what happened to me yesterday (Friday 6th April) and answer some other stuff too.
So what happened?
To put it simply I suffered a heart problem known as Supraventricular tachycardia (or for short SVT) which is an abnormally fast heart rate of over 100 heartbeats a minute, I walked to fetch some dinner and had a chat with my dad when it hit me.
At first I noticed my heart rate had shot up and and I was breathing faster than normal however I thought it was nothing more than a panic attack which I get a fair bit, so as I’ve practiced many times before I tried to control my breathing and failed.
Hey everyone!
Something a little different today, seeing people being bullied and having been bullyed myself pretty much all my life by strangers, friends and even family… I decided I wanted to share my thoughts on the subject.
All of us at some point will have to deal with someone that doesn’t like us or what we do whether it’s at home, school, work or even just out and about and the types of bullying can vary but dealing with it really isn’t that hard if you know how.
Firstly let me explain that as a 30 year old adult male I’ve been bullyed on and off for well over half my life and when I looked into why it was pretty lame, some would mock me for not knowing my own mother, or being overweight and for a long time I lived in silence not speaking to anyone about it.
Hello everyone!
These days every gamer takes huge pride in their gaming setup, whether it’s in their bedroom or a seperate dedicated room however for some of us the reason behind it can differ.
On various occasions I have been attacked by people who has insisted I am doing nothing more than simply wasting money in buying parts to create my own space without attempting to find out why, so in this post I’ll be opening up and explaining why I created my setup…
Some of you may have noticed that from time to time I tend to go a little distant and sometimes I’m not seen or heard from for days or even weeks, so I wanted to explain why…
As you may or may not know I suffer with a range of mental health problems, the main one of which being my depression however I also live with anxieties as well and I have noticed over the last few months my anxieties have become a huge issue, even more so than previously.
With added stress from meetings that I attend on a regular basis I have been struggling to cope with all of my personal issues which caused me to suffer my biggest breakdown so far, due to this I decided to take a break from recording and also try and distance myself from the internet whilst I get myself back together.
Some of you know I find it difficult to discuss my feelings and so on however I have decided to seek professional help via my doctors with the aim of learning how to better deal with issues and get proper support.
Hey everyone!
If you have been following my whole weight loss journey from the start you’ll know that for years I tried to lose weight by changing diets and accepting medication from my doctors then following a few health scares along the way I became more determined to lose weight.
Clearly some people don’t fully understand the reasons behind why I want to lose weight, with some believing cyber bullies is the reason while others (you awesome people) accept that I want to change for me and my own benefits.
For about 10 years or so I pretty much maintained and consistent weight with minor loss and gains, even with the minor losses in weight I figured that when I lost a bit of weight it pushed me to try and lose more though with some of the people around me… this wasn’t always easy.
For the past few months I’ve been telling everyone how I’m not ready to being streaming on Twitch, however while saying it I’ve been hiding the main reason and keeping things to myself… Again!
This is a post I never wanted to write and even though it’s taken me months, I’m still struggling to even comprehend what I was told just two months ago.
Since I was a young child I’ve been living with various mental heath issues from Depression to Social phobia, panic attacks, night terrors and possibly everything else though throughout my life I had two people I could confide in.
